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Every night right before falling into slumber is a living nightmare for me. The heart throbbing aches and silent tears that come so naturally when my thoughts are all of you. Our memories together replay themselves so vividly in my mind and no, I can't pull off a smile being thankful for the existence of these memories, instead all I do is to dwell on how you are no longer here with me to create new memories. It has been 2 months and 14 days since you went to Heaven, and here I am with a bleeding heart wishing you were still right here with me.

 I want to feel your fur again. I want to smell my favorite scent again. I want to see you munch on your favorite long beans vigorously again. I want to see your blur face again. I want to hear the sound of you drinking water again. I just want to wake up and go to sleep to the sight and touch of you again.