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In just 12 more days, I will be the legal wife of the man who has been loving me unconditionally from the start, even when I haven't then.

I feel differently the same, should this make any sense. 7 years of relationship cum partnership, yet we knew each other 10 years ago, became close friends 9 years ago. We can practically proclaim "I've known her/him for almost half my life". Thus becoming legal spouses is merely a change to the 'official' status, just a paper ceremony. This way, everything remains. Yet, there are going to be so many upcoming phases and 'life' projects awaiting us - these are different tastes of life to be experienced. 

Building our love nest is going to be exciting, temporarily casting aside the months of hard works to be done which have already began. The end product is definitely going to be worthwhile, we are certain.

Moving out physically from my comfort home I've been with since birth, I'm already having tearful thoughts and moments now and then. So much emotional adaptations to make. Not coming back to my heroine welcoming me home, saying she knows it's me just by the sound of my footsteps with my hero giving his classic slight smirk to her quirky comment. Not coming back to my siblings ordering food delivery and asking whether to count me in. Not coming back to my parents having their eyes glued to HK/Korean drama series and debating over their differing predictions of the next scene. Not coming back to my brother cooking maggie mee and stealing a few mouths from his bowl without him ever complaining. Not coming back to the bed my siz and I share till today and having random conversations, discussions, gossips till either of us falls asleep. So many many more. Some may be embarrassed to admit or even mention how attached they are to their family. Not me. I proudly declare how emotionally and physically attached I am to my most precious family, Just like the wordings on my back dictate, "My family is beautiful because they make me believe that I am, by showing me how worthy I am to be loved, and because of them, I'm being nurtured to love." How to not be deeply attached to parts of your own soul? 

Fortunate thing is our own nest is still considered near to my comfort home so I'll still be able to get my healthy dose of emotional pill. 

Each love journey to its own, and I pray for all love to be equal in the eyes of all. No love is inferior. No love should be disregarded. No love should be measured by gender, race, nationality. Love doesn't have to be further complicated by the narrow mindsets of others, it is beautiful, whether it is between the same or different gender/race/nationality. He loves her for her. He loves him for him. So why should gender come into the picture? 

I'm digressing. It's just that, I want him to be happy too. 

Life for me, I wouldn't say it has been a breeze but since my last post, there hasn't been any major setback/hiccup that has occurred to me and for that, let me boast and spread my genuine happiness. 

1 Nov 2015: our 7th anniversary and he puts a ring on me. The proposal was a great success because I was so taken aback by the surprise that I screamed, laughed, cried altogether. The hysterical me obviously didn't manage to keep my composure (not that I was attempting to anyway) despite all the different cameras aiming at me. With our beloved families and close friends there to witness this significant moment, I have nothing more to ask for. 

  

His speech was nothing close to cliche, it was close to his heart, close to mine. I find myself replaying his speech in my head while eyeing on the beautiful customized ring on my finger. 

 

Another moment leading me into another phase of my life. 

12AM gift exchange.

The handmade card with heartfelt words written from him to me. As compared to some who shower their other halves with luxurious/extravagant gifts, we believe in the sincerity put into each and every single DIY gift and ntm our gifts are the One and Only. 

Knowing that Vivo has Fruit Paradise, I had to sink my teeth into their tarts for the second time. The first time I had the delicious tart piled with colorful juicy looking fruits was during one of my 'alone' times. 

Corals, you can't be this beautiful, NO!

"Don't judge me by my top, look underneath me & you will see the cutest smiley face."

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Since I couldn't touch dolphins, starfish is fine too. Looks are deceiving. I've always thought that starfish is soft & silky until then I realized it's the complete opposite. 

Harmless baby sharks. Too scaly for my liking. I've chills at the thought of their skin against mine. 

Flimsy looking sea creature.

Mandatory shot. 

Wriggly worms. 

PRESENTING MY FAVORITE DOLPHINS

LOOK HOW PLAYFUL THEY ARE. Swimming upside down. 

And their constantly sheepish grinning faces and eyes. Ahhh, too adorable I wanna dive right in & swim my days & nights away with them!

Then this is the attention seeking one. What's up with the twist? So vain. Saw people flashing out their cameras and phones then wanna pose and all. HAHA

Colorful jellyfishes.

Plunging right down. 

I'm no dainty lady who wears the most feminine dress you can find hence fine dining has never been my cup of tea. Enjoying food is my forte, but it's the environment of fine dining that makes me feel suppressed, it's as if I've to watch every move of mine. Even every laughter of mine has to be kept at its minimal so as to not cause any disturbance (especially when I'm one who laughs like king kong. Why suppress your happiness right?). Oh, call me a barbarian, but the food portion would have been sufficient for me when I was a toddler (ps: we went to Malaysia Food Street after this).

But, knowing how he planned out everything just to make me feel like a princess tug at every vein lying within my heart. But little does he know he doesn't have to go to such expense to make me feel this way.



Real beauty beyond the glass windows. The most beautiful dining view I've personally experienced.

Complimentary appetizer.

 Fresh oyster tasting which I like all the 3 different sauces that are equally compatible with the juicy oysters.

My main: Salmon with Hokkaido scallop.

His main.


With the price tags, it's within expectation that the dishes are worth patronizing.