Pretty pretty please, don't you ever ever feel, like you're less than, fucking perfect
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Trying my hardest yet nothing changes isn't what that hurts the most. What hurts the most is finally deciding to stop trying & stop caring. You know how much courage & determination it takes to tell myself "The lesser I care, the lesser I'd hurt."? You have no idea. My exterior may seem perfectly smooth to you, just like a china. But like a china, I'm fragile too. Ever since I've been 'broken' (let down), I'm never the same anymore.
A pretty description for my current state is carefree & reciprocating everything with a smile. The truth is, I'm just feeling numb & choosing to act oblivious to the heartache I'm truly experiencing.
Don't take everything and everyone too personal every single time. Love myself more. These two sentences that I find myself chanting silently have made me a less emotional & less grumpy person. Being stone-cold isn't such a bad choice afterall.
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